I poured my heart out to you

I had an attachment on you

but its like kind of "emotional that rollercoasters" because im just so not fitting you . I've tried to turn you off my mind but I can't ,cuz with you I have no strength . Never mistreated you once.And I would've done anything for you
to show you how much I adored you , but there's no recepts . In thorough , there's only you can solve me then either i'll break and leave myself . That I won't be making a mistake-